FU?K GOD!!!

Posted By: Risky Business
Date: Thursday, 3 August 2000, at 5:41 a.m.

You know what.. FUCK GOD!!! I was raised to appreciate other peoples needs, and desires. I have spent most, if not all, of my life looking out for the other guy/girl. I have taken into consideration the effects of my own actions, and the actions of others, and attempted to balance the results so as to lead to a postive result for all those involved.. so that no one had to do without because of my own actions, or the actions of others. I have been nice.. considerate and responsive to other people needs and ideals. I have made sacrifices for perfect strangers whether it was concerning money, or emotional strains or someone who simply needed some good advice.. I have listend to the otherside of the cosmos for the answers to deliver to those in need of a kind word. I have conformed to societies needs for a 'stand up citizen' not perfect mind you.. and played my hand in helping those in need. FOR WHAT!!!??? To be fucked by the almighty GOD of which I can neither hear, smell, touch, or see...?

The God that allowed Job in the bible to be touched ny Satan and struck down as a test of faith of one simple man? A man who had worked for everything he had and had obtianed it in a moral way.. What kind of God takes these human emotoins and turns and twist them into his own will while proclimaing that man has his own will, and makes his/her own choices in life? He/She gives us the plate and says.. "You can look.. but you can't touch. You can taste.. but you can't swallow. You can rent.. but you can't buy... I don't understand what this faith thing 8is all about! What kind of God would condem us with free will, but snatch the rug out from under us when we think for ourselves. Is this true free will? I don't think so. It's agiant KLUGE ( or farse ).. A joke on humainity!!!

All my life I have been struck down. I do what is considered just and moral only to be judged as a liar and a thief by those I attempt to help and are sympothitic with. I stop on the side of the road to help a lady with a flat tire and when the lady ask me what I owe her I tell her .. "you owe me nothing... I helped you becuase you needed it." And she say's.. You are a idiot for not taking the money I am offering... What the hell is that? LOVE! If that is love then I don't need it. It's not a matter of faith.. I don't understand it. Why can't a man stop and help a person simply because they care about the well being of another human being without being judged by the very person they helped as being a fool? I go out of my way to assist others. I help people who are literaly ignorant of certian subjects and attempt to teach them.. only to be labled a guilable fool and taken advantage of. How can a God of love and understanding.. who wants us to come unto him/her as a child expect us to do so when we are slapped and kicked as a dog at his/her feet??? You know.. sooner or later the dog bites back. and will not come to the feet of it's master, or does so reluctantly and unwilling to submit to the desires of the master.

How can you belive in a God that would treat you as though you were a dog? How can you blindly except that God is in control of things, and others around you? What proof do you have of this God? Even the Bible says that actions speaks louder than words... What of his/her actions? Do they not count? Are we not to judge Gods actions? I think we are!!! I think we can pretty much determine that the God of our hopes and dreams, the God of the trust in others and the salvation we all seek is a fucking hypocrite!! What else would explain the over looking of our needs and desires? People are starving all over the world and God does nothing to fix it. God is responsiable for the bullshit that we are made to suffer through.. If not him/her then who? The Bible says it's him as he is the light and the way. The way to what.. salvation..? Salvation from who.. GOD?? Hell God ( if in control of this experimant gone stupid ) is the reason this shit happens .. right? Well he/she has to be! He/she says it in the Bible!

I personally have had enough of God.. God has done nothing but fuck me up and allow some really nasty shit to happen to my ass since putting my faith in him/her and believe me when I say that I really, truely, did put my faith in God!!! I trusted God to make things right. I trusted in God to correct the wrong. I trusted God to make things better while using me as a vessel of his works. FUCK GOD! God fucking sucks. Bad shit can happen to me without his/her help... And the good shit is so far and few between that god is virtually nonexistant so what is the point...?

I have had enough of tasting but not swallowing.. I have had enough of looking but not touching. I have had it with the Christian God.. God and the people that serve him are the people that run this hell hole and they have done nothing to help the situation as far as God is concerned otherwise he/she would have fucked them all up and pulled a Sodam and Gomoria on there ass. And that;'s proof enough for me that he/she simply don't give a shit.. Gods attitude is .. " they built it.. they can fuckin' break it.. it wont have an effect on me.. You know.. I once looked as God as a loaf of bread that had scattered itself on the waves of creation.. At that point Gods purpose was to come back together again as a whole deity.. What does that tell you? It should tell you that God is out for him/her self..!! Yeah!! God is out to save his or her own ass..

It's not to far featched when you look around us and see that all of us are out for the same thing. We all want to save our asses from the unknown. I wonder if God is starting to loose hope in him/her self.. and does not know what to do next. If he / she did you would think that a God would just fix the shit and get it over. But no! He / she has to fuck with us and make us walk around wondering how we fit into the scheme of things.. Make us try to figure it all out without so much as a hint of what we are doing wrong.. Screw that! If he / she wanted me to be a mindreader then he /she should have figured that shit out in the begining before slapping the clay into a heaping mass of shit and calling it mankind.

We are mammals.. nothing more. We are all after the same thng.. money, sex, and food! We all want more of this and more of that. We don't care how we get it as long as we get it and get it fast. Why should I be any different when I stand to gain from it now instead of later in some afterlife that I can't fucking prove exhist anyway.. Screw that. I am gonna get mine now.. Fuck God.. I have had enough of illusion of God and all that he/she stands for.

Risky

Messages In This Thread

FU?K GOD!!!
Risky Business -- Thursday, 3 August 2000, at 5:41 a.m.

Lan
Nancy -- Thursday, 3 August 2000, at 5:53 a.m.

And.. what if YOU were GOD?
Cosmic -- Thursday, 3 August 2000, at 2:36 p.m.

 

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